Saturday, May 31, 2014

'twas rainy and gloomy but it was all sunshiny!

...horrible feelings don't last...they too shall pass...that's what my friend told me the other day.

It's true, they did pass...and yesterday was so overwhelming.  After sending group messages and individual messages to friends if they have an installer of peachtree accounting software or where can I get one for free and not getting much helpful feedbacks and some no feedback at all, I have to activate again my Facebook account and contact people from there. It seemed that people are easier to find and receive immediate feedback in FB than making calls or texting them. Good thing a classmate of mine whom I've encountered recently at SEC has a peachtree installer and kindly gave me the file. (kindly because he waited for me past the working hours)
I did built my courage to ask for help from someone I'm not so close with (we're classmates in college and in the same group for a school project once,but that was it)...and I have to muster all energy and bravery or whatever to go there alone ( I asked a friend of mine to accompany me ..but you know what happened coz I ended up going there alone). whew! I am just thankful that there are people who are helpful and wouldn't mind allotting a speck of their time in extending help.

When I got home, my highschool friends are there. It's been a long time since I had the quality time of chitchatting and having a carefree but meaningful conversations. I realized I've missed them more than how much I thought I missed them. We had an impromptu dinner (at home) and another friend arrived. It's great having your different generation friends together. It shows how far you've come so far...as time goes,we don't really leave friends behind,we just widened our circle of loved ones as we grow older in life. 

When you're with great friends, you can just talk about almost everything and ask anything. One sure sign you're with a good bunch of friends is when you can all be crazy and still make sense out of it (know what I mean?haha!) . 

And just when I thought the day was over and declared that yesterday ended happily,life had one last surprise for me. An old friend too,whom I haven't heard from so long texted me. Since my phonebook isn't updated,I had to ask who the person texting is...and he had the humor to introduce himself again.
"This is ( insert name here), (insert age here),(address), your classmate and the one who had a crush on you in elementary and highschool. Do you know me now?"
And I was smiling widely because it feels good to know that I was never forgotten. I am still remembered from time to time. And for that, I am ever grateful and thankful that I was given the chance to know such loving people. I feel guilty too that I've been taking their presence for granted. I pray that I may have a loving heart. One that can keep them the way they've kept me.  

P.S. I've already sorted out the Microsoft excel thing...but not the missing someone thingy (but at least I can now move on to another concern---which is the Statement of Cash flows and the upcoming monthend reports)

Just In: My friend's wife (our visitors last night) is on labor right now, One baby boy comin' up! and I am now expecting and excited for an ice cream treat! 
There will always be room for ice cream..and of new people and friends :D


Friday, May 30, 2014

There is an answer...

"There Is An Answer"

I am just a sailor in a great big sea
Searching for what's meant for me
And I thank my lucky stars every single day
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be

When the storm begins to blow
When I've lost my way back home
Oh, there is an answer
Oh, there is an answer

There is a ripple to every wave
A rhythm to the days and nights
And all our thoughts, they make the world go round
All our efforts multiply

Make a change, and you will see
One small step is all we need
Oh, there is an answer
Oh, there is an answer

There is no difference between you and me
It lies beyond our history
And if we only take the time to see we're all we need
Just take my hand, and see me as a brother

Look inside, and you will find
Love exists in every kind
Oh, there is an answer
Oh, there is an answer

Near or far, oh I believe that love will find us there
Through the dark, oh I believe that love will find us there
Oh, I believe that love will find us there
Oh, I believe that love will find us there
Oh, I believe that love will find us there

Oh, there is an answer

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Knocking yourself in the head

Ever tried working with a Microsoft excel template? If you are familiar with the formulas and functions, you’d be amazed by how much you can do with it or by how beyond much it can let you do using the sheet.  I’ve been enjoying the breezy comforts of the COPY-PASTE link for a long while (about two years) and today (yes, today!) I’m experiencing the not so good thing with it.

When you copy and paste the link…everything is connected. If you have changes on one excel that has an effect on your other reports, the other reports (those with pasted links) will automatically update giving you a hassle free editing. Well, it’s good if you want these automatic updates. Sadly, it’s not so good when you don’t want the numbers on your report to change.

Yes. Yes. This is sort of another rant blog. (I find myself oozing with words and English when I’m near into bursting with anger, impatience, hunger and  other negative vibes).  

Your boss tells you to prepare a certain report and you’re pretty
confident (it was more of like Pretty AND Confident a while ago) that it’ll be easy breezy (thanks to copy+paste!) and later on you’d realize that your debits and credits and didn’t came up with the usual zero bottom line (how was that!?). No matter how balanced it was, there will come a time (times like this) that life and excel go in tandem to attempt in scaring and amusing you. (But I’m not scared, worried maybe, but not scared and I am definitely not amused!) . I am irritated, annoyed and bothered….and frustrated! 

Are you snatching back the time I saved before from the convenience you brought through the templates? I am not angry anymore. I am now sad. Sad that I have to trace back one (hopefully not two) fiscal years of transactions.  Thank you for giving my mind more chances of being busy and focused, that way my mind won’t wonder and wander on things and people outside my 5 meters perimeter zone. (teehee…just missing someone).

And so Microsoft excel, this is not about you, this is more about me. Me not saving a final file with no links (I’d do that next time) and me being grumpy because I stalked an FB profile early this morning leaving me insecure at the start of the day. (huhai). Me, who cannot confess her feelings to any living soul and me, who doesn’t know how to.  (and me,who won’t edit any fragment sentence that needs revising. haha).

You miss someone.stalked the person on Facebook.you still miss that someone but now,you’re insecure. Excel  rubs a joke on you and you took it seriously.cannot concentrate because you’re full of nothing.wrote a blog and  felt better….except for that hint of catsup you noticed on your lunch (which obviously shouldn’t be there).

Lesson/s learned? 
-If you miss someone, tell them.(or tell someone who can tell them) nyaha!
-As for the excel sheet and links, maintain another copy where you do COPY and PASTE SPECIAL the values.
-When you're trying to quit FB stalking,try harder!
-Be wary when it comes to colored orange food (they might've put some catsup into it)

Ciao for now. Gotta get back to excel sheets and try to excel at it.



Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Human Again (Playlist)



Enjoy the playlist.;D

"Fire"

Open heart surgery
That is what you do to me
Cut me up, set me free
That is what you do to me

Now I'm walking in, walking into fire
I'm walking into fire with you
I'm walking in, walking into fire
When I walk, into you
I'm walking in, walking into fire
I'm walking into fire with you
I'm walking in, walking into fire
When I walk, into you

Into you into you into you into you into you
Into you into you into you into you into you

Heart attack up your sleeve
You can make me believe
That I will grow from the ground
After you burn me down

You burn me up
You burn me up
You burn me up
And I love it
You burn me up
You burn me up
You burn me up
And I love it


"This Is War"

It's a wonder at all that I'm alive
It's a wonder at all that I'm still standing
It's a wonder at all that I survived the war
 

Between your, between your heart and mine
Between your, between your heart and mine

I won't surrender
I will fight better
You lock me out, you knock me down
But I will find my way around
I won't surrender
This is war

It's a wonder at all that I can see
It's a wonder at all that the sky is not falling down
It's a wonder at all that I decide to breathe
Anymore...anymore...anymore

I won't surrender
I will fight better
You lock me out, you knock me down
But I will find my way around
I won't surrender
This is war
This is war

This is war, this is war
I will run until I can't run anymore
Someone's got to lose
It's not gonna be this girl this time


"Do It Now"

Sitting in the back of the bus
Talking about nothing, oh we're talking about us
Watching as the world goes hammering on
Hammering on

You say that you've got nothing left
There's nothing left in you to find
You're gonna ride it out gonna wait it out
Living to die, you're living to die

No one's gonna wait for you
No one's gonna wait for you

So do it now
Do it right now
Don't waste a minute on the darkness and the pity sitting in your mind and
Do it right now
Do it right now

Everything will stop on a dime
Everything will crash into itself in good time
Do you want to beat your own heart beat your own heart
Or leave it behind
Leave it behind


I'm gonna get up I'm gonna get right out of my bed, get out of my bed
You're gonna stand up, you're gonna stand right up again stand right up again
I'm gonna get up I'm gonna get out of my bed, get out of my head
You're gonna stand up, you're gonna stand up
You're gonna stand up
You're gonna stand up

"I'm Through"

I'm going out again tonight
The first time in the longest time
He holds the door and holds my hand
But doesn't feel like you

We laugh at all the people in
The restaurant across from us
He talks a lot but not too much
But doesn't sound like you

It's all because of you that I'm through
It's all because of you that I'm all through

I know there'll come a time again
When everything will fit right in
And I won't have to see your face
In strangers on the street

But I would rather feel the sting
Than never to have felt a thing
I'll always know you were the one
To rip me from the ground

It's all because of you that I'm through
It's all because of you that I'm all through


"Blood Brothers"

If you knew me would you save that seat for me
If you knew me would you finally let me free
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers

If you loved me would you hold onto my hand
If you loved me would you finally understand
That we're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers

What you need, what you need I need too
What you are, what you are I am too
'cause we're all the same under a different name
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers

If you knew me would you lift me from the ground
If you loved me would you even hear me make a sound
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers

What you need, what you need I need too
What you are, what you are I am too
'cause we're all the same under a different name
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers
We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers

We're all blood, we're all blood, blood brothers

"Black And Blue"

Oh I think I got you figured out
Boy I think I know what you are all about
Finally I can finally see
You pull the darkness right down over me
But now I see

Everybody knows that I'm a mess
Everybody knows you stole the heart from out my chest
Everything you ever said was a lie
You're hiding behind your sweet your sweet goodbyes

I'm black and blue
'cause I fell for you
You said you never would let me go
Oh how could I ever know

I'm black and blue
And in love with you
You said, you never would let me fall
You never would let me fall, but I'm falling
You never would let me fall, you never would let me fall, but I'm falling

Oh I know I'm never gonna stop
I keep burning time away until I hit the top
One day I'll wake up and take up to the open skies
And I'll be the one with all the sweet goodbyes

I'm black and blue
'cause I fell for you
You said you never would let me go
Oh how could I ever know

I'm black and blue
And in love with you
You said, you never would let me fall
You never would let me fall, but I'm falling
You never would let me fall, you never would let me fall, but I'm falling

Falling, falling
Over and over, over and over again
I'm always falling
Over and over

But I'll get up, I'll make it
I need some time to unbreak it
I feel like, I'm falling, I'm falling far away from you
It's what I need to do

Black and blue and in love with you
Black and blue and in love with you
You said, you never would let me fall
You never would let me fall, but I'm falling
You never would let me fall
You never would let me fall, but I'm falling
You never would let me fall
You never would let me fall, but I'm falling

I'm falling
Black and blue
It's what I need to do

"Ribbons"

I'm sitting pretty and I don't know why
I found somebody, said he'd make me fly
Wrapped me up in ribbons then he left me to die
Wrapped me up in ribbons then he left me to die

Told me he'd hold me 'til there was no more
Told me that he'd love me from the top to the floor
Wrapped me up in ribbons then he went for the door
Wrapped me up in ribbons then he went for the door

All the time he takes are the words that he breaks
All the time he takes are the words that he breaks

I'm not flying
I'm not flying am I
I'm not flying so damn high in the sky
I'm not flying
I'm not flying am I
I'm not flying am I

You look so pretty in the dark of night
But I'm getting wise in the early light
I can see you falling like a homemade kite
I can see you falling like a homemade kite

You put your sunday best on for us all
Painting up a promise that you know will fall
Wrap me in your ribbons tie me to the wall
Wrap me in your ribbons tie me to the wall

All the time he takes are the words that he breaks
All the time he takes are the words that he breaks

I'm not flying
I'm not flying am I
I'm not flying so damn high in the sky
I'm not flying
I'm not flying am I
I'm not flying am I

You walk on everybody
You walk on everyone
You walk right up and you ask me to dance
You ask me to dance
You ask me to dance then you walk away

I'm not flying
I'm not flying am I
I'm not flying so damn high in the sky
I'm not flying
I'm not flying am I
I'm not flying am I


"How We Love"

I knew a man who was afraid to love
To lay his heart on the bathroom rug
He drank his coffee in the same old mug
And sat in silence 'til the world fell numb

Until the day when a girl came by
She had eyes like the rising tide
He felt a sharpness deep inside
The kind of ache that can't be satisfied

We hate the rain when it fills up our shoes
But how we love when it washes our cars
We love to love when it fills up the room
But when it leaves oh we're cursing the stars

So he turned to the radio
And he went to a picture show
Tried to find someone else who knows
All the hurt that a heart can hold

She smelled like cinnamon and winter clove
And sparked like firewood inside a stove
Wanted to ask her just to sit and stay
Instead he watched as she walked away

We hate the rain when it fills up our shoes
But how we love when it washes our cars
We love to love when it fills up the room
But when it leaves oh we're cursing the stars

We hate the rain when it fills up our shoes
But how we love when it washes our cars
We love to love when it fills up the room
But when it leaves oh we're cursing the stars


"Palm Of Your Hand"

Oh boy it's over you got me
You shot me right between the eyes
I'm sober, I'm over the haze of never knowing
If I can still feel what is real
Will someone punch me out

And oh boy I know boy
I need a breakdown
Can you crush me

In the palm of your hand
The palm of your hand
There's nobody else who can
You know you crush me
In the palm of your hand

Oh boy you wake me and shake me
I'll break the bullet in my hand
I attack but you fight back
The redder the love the better
You make it all ache
I'm breathing, I'm breathing life again

And oh boy I know boy I need a breakdown
Can you crush me

In the palm of your hand
The palm of your hand
There's nobody else who can
You know you crush me
In the palm of your hand
The palm of your hand
There's nobody else who can
You know you crush me
In the palm of your hand

You make me want to be a human again
Can I be your only human again
You bring me back
You bring me back in pieces in the

Palm of your hand
The palm of your hand
There's nobody else who can
You know you crush me
In the palm of your hand
The palm of your hand
There's nobody else who can
You know you crush me crush
In the palm of your hand


"Ghost"

Do you remember when the walls fell
Do you remember the sound that the door made when you closed it on me
Do you know that I went down to the ground
Landed on both my broken-hearted knees

I didn’t even cry
'Cause pieces of me had already died

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing up walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost

I’m an invisible disaster
I keep trying to walk but my feet don’t find the solid ground
It’s like living in a bad dream
I keep trying to scream but my tongue has finally lost its sound

I’ve got to say goodbye
To the pieces of me that have already died

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing these walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
Oh, you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost
(You take the breath all away from me, you take it away)
You make me a ghost

I don’t cry
I don’t try anymore

I’m a ghost
I’m a ghost
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing up walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost



"In The Sea"

I feel it in my skin, I feel it through my bones
Your fingertips are falling far from where I know
I try to pin you down but you move like a dream
I want to find you but you dropped me in the sea

In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea
You dropped me
In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea

No no don't rescue me
I like the salt water sting
It feels so good to feel
It feels so good just to feel something
In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea

You move so softly in the middle of the night
Like a cocoon in sheets you wrap you up so tight
Remember how we used to tangle up and breathe
Now you're so far away you roll me in the sea

In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea
You dropped me
In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea

No no don't rescue me
I like the salt water sting
It feels so good to feel
It feels so good just to feel something
In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea

Oh oh oh...

No no don't rescue me
I like the salt water sting
It feels so good to feel
It feels so good just to feel something
In the sea in the sea in the sea in the sea



"Keep Warm"

Eyes on the prize and I can't capsize this time
'cause there's somebody else in my boat
Used to live alone in a tomb I made my own
But now I've gone and given up my coat

And it's cold outside but I'm just fine
You are mine to keep warm

Down down down I go
On a road that I don't know
And I ain't got a thing in my bag
Some things you can not plan
Like your hand in mine
Just put your hand in mine

And it's cold outside but I'm just fine
You are mine to keep warm
Yeah it's cold outside but I'm just fine
You are mine to keep warm

Sables and wine till the end of time you give me much more than that
Diamond rings and beautiful things
Oh you give me much more than that
When you smile

You are mine to keep warm
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine
You are mine to keep warm



"End Of The World"

When the sun runs out and there's no one to save you
Will you go to our favorite place and try to say goodbye

At the end of
At the end of the world
Will you find me
Will you find me
At the end of
At the end of the world
Will you find me
So that we can go together

When the moon breaks up and the tide goes out of control
Will you find me in the water and swim me to the stars

At the end of
At the end of the world
Will you find me
Will you find me
At the end of
At the end of the world
Will you find me
So that we can go together

Together...

When the sun breaks up and there's no one to save you

At the end of
At the end of the world
Will you find me
Will you find me
At the end of
At the end of the world
Will you find me
Will you find me
Will you find me
Will you find me



Ref: Lyrics Playlist Credits

Monday, May 26, 2014

Pills and Potions (New Single!)-audio and lyrics

Sharing to you the new single of singer-rapper Nicki Minaj!
This is from her upcoming album THE PINKPRINT.


  

  Pills an Potions 
  We're overdosing
I’m angry but I still love you
Pills and potions
We're overdosing
Can't stand it, but I still love you
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

Hey yo, they could never make me hate you
Even though what you was doing wasn’t tasteful
Even though you out here looking so ungrateful
I’mma keep it moving, be classy and graceful
I told ‘em it's no friends in the game
You ain’t learned that yet
All the bridges you came over, don’t burn that yet
Niggas want respect, but niggas ain’t earned that yet
Self-righteous, and entitled
But they swearing on the Bible that they love you
When really they’re no different from all your rivals
But I still don’t wish death on them, I just reflect on them

Pills and potions
We're overdosing
I’m angry but I still love you
Pills and potions
We're overdosing
Can't stand it, but I still love you
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

Yo, people will love you and support when it’s beneficial
I’mma forgive, I won’t forget, but I’mma dead the issue
Soon as you out the nigga's lives is when they start to miss you
They see you doing good now it's kinda hard to diss you
Niggas be sick when they remember all the bad they wished you
Niggas be mad when they can’t come and live lavish with you
But I sped off in a Benzy, I see the envy when I’m causing a frenzy
So I pop pills for them, cop cribs in the Hills on 'em

Pills and potions
We're overdosing
I’m angry but I still love you
Pills and potions
We're overdosing
Can't stand it, but I still love you
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

I get high off your memory
I get high off your memory
I get high off your memory
In due time, we'll be fine
In due time...

I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love
I still love, I still love

Audio via Soundcloud
Lyrics via AZlyrics


Thursday, May 22, 2014

Birdy- Fire Within (full album)

45 minutes of Good music




"Wings"

Sunlight comes creeping in
Illuminates our skin
We watch the day go by
Stories of all we did
It made me think of you

Under a trillion stars
We danced on top of cars
Took pictures of the stage
So far from where we are
They made me think of you

Oh lights go down
In the moment we're lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we're ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We'd remember tonight
For the rest of our lives

I'm in a foreign state
My thoughts they slip away
My words are leaving me
They caught an aeroplane
Because I thought of you
Just from the thought of you



"Heart Of Gold"

I can be strong when I want to be,
You think I’m weak ‘cause you can tear me apart with the words that you speak
You think you’re in control
But you don’t understand how much you’re wrong
You choose to lash out at me, I’ve done nothing wrong
All you crave is attention and just to belong
You need to belong

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hunt is just too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"

Is there not enough to use your love for me
To get past the things because you envy and hate
And the fires that they breathe
To say "I looked on the small"
Can’t understand why you don’t have it all
But you don’t know how to fight for your "believe in your aims"
I just wanna do right by you, forget what has changed
‘Cause nothing is changed

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hunt is just too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"

For you have to be so mean
You’re such a drama queen
The way you play on every weakness that you see in me
To make you strong, knew all along
So don’t pretend like you can hardly breathe
Like it’s down to me
‘Cause it’s so unfair that you can’t see that you’re so wrong
We’re still so young

"Light Me Up"

I'm finding my heart
Using my hands
You're my feet on the ground
My footprints

From where I began
I still carry your love
I feel your love

Untie this cord,
We don't need it no more
Wherever we are
I'm yours always

It flows in my blood
I still carry your love
I feel your love

We start running, running
To escape this town
We don't know where we're going 'til we turn 'round
And I keep on running, running
I can't slow down
And if I'm lost where shadows fall

You light me up
When all I see is darkness
You light me up
When I'm down
And if I fall apart
You know where to find my pieces
When they can't be found

Keep my eyes shut
Safe in this trust
You're all that I need
My senses

Shining on me
I still carry your love
I feel your love


"Words As Weapons"

I feel your knife as is goes right in
Cut to my core but I'm not bleeding
All that you say trying to make me small
Well the bigger you get the harder you fall

You use your words as a weapon dear
But your blades don't hurt when you have no fear

You think that your deep under my skin
Your trying to keep me suffering

If you use your words as a weapon
Then as a weapon, I'll shed no tears

You have My heart but I lock it up
This burning flame has been burnt enough
My window's cracked they can be replaced
But your arm will tire throwing stones my way

You use your words as a weapon dear
But your blades don't hurt when you have no fear

You think that your deep under my skin
Your trying to keep me suffering

If you use your words as a weapon
Then as a weapon, I'll shed no tears

You use your words as a weapon dear
But your blades don't hurt when you have no fear

You think that your deep under my skin
Your trying to keep me suffering

If you use your words as a weapon
Then as a weapon ,I’ll shed no tears
I’ll shed no tears

"All You Never Say"

You've been searching
Have you found many things?
Time for learning
Why have I not learnt a thing?

Words with no meaning
Have kept me dreaming
But they don't tell me anything

All you never say is that you love me so
All I'll never know is if you want me oh
If only I could look into your mind
Maybe then I'd find a sign
Of all I want to hear you say to me

Are you uncertain?
Or just scared to drop your guard?
Have you been broken?
Are you afraid to show your heart?

Life can be unkind
But only sometimes
You're giving up before you start




"Strange Birds"

Little ghost, you are listening,
Unlike most you don’t miss a thing,
You see the truth,
I walk the halls invisibly,
I climb the walls, no one sees me,
No one but you.

You’ve always loved the strange birds
Now I want to fly into your world
I want to be heard
My wounded wings still beating,
You’ve always loved the stranger inside…
Me, ugly pretty.

Oh no, no, no, no [x3]

Oh little ghost, you see the pain
But together we can make something beautiful,
So take my hand and perfectly,
We fill the gaps, you and me make three,
I was meant for you, and you for me.


"Maybe"

Maybe, I know it’s just maybe
And we’re only dreaming
For how this will go, o-o-oh

But maybe, one day this daydream
Would turn into real things
For all that we know, o-o-oh

We could be doing anything that we love
Just be carried by the way the wind blows, o-o-oh
You could be doing anything you dream of
If you believe in the things that make you strong

Someday, we’ll meet on the high street
We’ll laugh about when we
Worried about what we might be

Then maybe, we’ll talk about old days
We’ll smile in our old ways
You’ll always be part of me

We could be doing anything that we love
Just be carried by the way the wind blows, o-o-oh
You could be doing anything you dream of
If you believe in the things that make you strong

You could be doing anything you dream of
If you believe in the things that make you strong

Maybe, I know it’s just maybe
And we’re only dreaming
For how this will go, o-o-oh

Just maybe…
You could be doing anything you dream of
Maybe…
Maybe…

"No Angel"

Remember once the things you told me
And how the tears ran from my eyes
They didn't fall because it hurt me
I just hate to see you cry
Sometimes I wish we could be strangers
So I didn't have to know your pain
But if I kept myself from danger
This emptiness would feel the same

I ain't no angel
I never was
But I never hurt you
It's not my fault
You see those egg shells, they're broken up
A million pieces, strung out across the ground

Did you ever really love her
Or was it that you feared letting go
You should have known that you could trust her
But you pretend like I don't know

I ain't no angel
I never was
But I never hurt you
It's not my fault
You see those egg shells, they're broken up
A million pieces, strung out across the ground

I want to tell you that I'm sorry
But that's not for me to say
You can have my heart, my soul, my body
If you can promise not to go away

I ain't no angel
I never was
But I never hurt you
It's not my fault
You see those egg shells, they're broken up
A million pieces, strung out across the ground

"All About You"

Why does she make sure to be so immature about these things,
 I don’t want you to change around it
And sometimes this love will end and all will be forgotten
 then someday we will laugh about it
And you say that it's alright
And I know that it’s a lie
From the black in your eyes

You don’t have to do this on your own
Like there’s no one that cares about you
You don’t have to act like you're alone
Like the walls are closing in around you

You don’t have to pretend no one knows
Like there’s no one that understands you
I’m not just some face you used to know
I know all about you

And you should know that someone cares about you
I know all about you

Here I am still holding on
you’re finding ways to break the bonds,
they’re stronger than you realize
You could say that I’ve not tried, I’ve let you down
, left you behind but you’re the one who’s saying goodbye
And you say that it's alright
And I know that it’s a lie
From the black in your eyes

You don’t have to do this on your own
Like there’s no one that cares about you
You don’t have to act like you're alone
Like the walls are closing in around you

You don’t have to pretend no one knows
Like there’s no one that understands you
I’m not just some face you used to know
I know all about you

And you should know that someone cares about you
I know all about you
And you should know that someone cares about you
I know all about you

And you say that it's alright
And I know that it’s a lie
From the black in your eyes

Here I am still holding on
you’re finding ways to break the bonds,
they’re stronger than you realize
And you could say that I’ve not tried,
I’ve let you down, left you behind
but you’re the one who’s saying goodbye

And you don’t have to do this on your own
Like there’s no one that cares about you
You don’t have to act like you're alone
Like the walls are closing in around you

You don’t have to pretend no one knows
Like there’s no one that understands you
I’m not just some face you used to know
I know all about you
I know all about you

"Standing In The Way Of The Light"

Through the driving rain
I have lost the words
To piece us back together
To tell you how it hurts
Cause lately we've been breaking
All we've built so far
And I'm tired of sitting waiting
Alone in the dark
There's still a way to make it right
We'll find the strength this time

And pull back this fail
Turn night into day
Don't you know you're standing in the way of the light?
Pour oil on these flames
Speed up my heart again
Don't you know you're standing in the way of the light?

Round we go in circles
Does it have to be this hard?
We can stop the fighting
If you let down your guard
There's still a way to make it right
We'll find the strength this time

And pull back this fail
Turn night into day
Don't you know you're standing in the way of the light?
Pour oil on these flames
Speed up my heart again
Don't you know you're standing in the way of the light?
So come on, come on, come on
We've been living in the shadows too long
So come on, come on, come on

Just pull back this fail
Turn night into day
Don't' you know you're standing in the way of the light?
Pour oil on these flames
Speed up my heart again
Don't you know you're standing in the way of the light?

"Shine"

Standing here in the rain
I can see the water soaking through
The holes in your shoes
And turn your mind from the storm
Get you somewhere safe
Where it's soft and warm

I'm waiting here at a dim street light
Orange dances around in your empty eyes
And I can see straight into your soul
Feeling oh so lost and out of control
Oh

Shine
If your heart tells you to then who are you to question it
Shine
If the world gets you down don't be afraid to wrestle it
Shine
You have your whole life ahead of you
Come make a mess of it
Shine
If your heart tells you to then who are you to question it
Who are you to question it

Tired now, feeling scared
Unfamiliar light floods into the room
You have woken to
Hopeful eyes looking out
As you wait alone
Hiding tears of doubt

Not holding back as you realize
Your abandonment
You'll be cast aside
And I can see straight into your soul
Feeling oh so lost and out of control
Whoa oh

Shine
If your heart tells you to then who are you to question it
Shine
If the world gets you down don't be afraid to wrestle it
Shine
You have your whole life ahead of you
Come make a mess of it
Shine
If your heart tells you to then who are you to question it
Who are you to question it

Hold my hand when the lights go down
And you're feeling scared but no one understands
Whoa oh
Keep your head up and don't look down
Now guard your stacks to keep you on the ground
Whoa oh

Your love is strong
And they just don't deserve
To choose where you belong

Shine
If your heart tells you to then who are you to question it
Shine
If the world gets you down don't be afraid to wrestle it
Shine
You have your whole life ahead of you
Come make a mess of it
Shine
If your heart tells you to then who are you to question it
Who are you to question it

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

I'm Audrey Hepburn and you'll be James Dean

If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn
Sleeping with Sirens


[Intro:]


Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of,
as I'm dreaming of your face
I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can't imagine being anywhere else
I can't imagine being anywhere else but here

[Verse 1:]
How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don't think words can express your beauty
It's singing to me
How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we've been history

[Chorus:]
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me

[Verse 2:]
It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
Can't fall asleep, can't fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you
I'll fall in love, you'll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can't imagine being anywhere else

[Chorus:]
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me

[Bridge (2x):]
The way that we are
Is the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know we'll be OK

[Chorus:]
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me

(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay as long as you need

(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one baby)
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay forever with me



Sunday, May 18, 2014

If I Go and Come back

Surfing in Soundcloud ..I found this.




I could play anything for you
I could say what you want me to
I could lie
I could lie
‘Cause you’re wanting a little more
And I’m stuck in the middle oh
But I try
But I try oh
And I need time and I need space
I need to live without your face
But if I go, would you love me?
Would you love me until I can?
Do you know, will you want me?
Will you want me like that?
And if I leave, will it end?
Will you need me again?
If I go, will you love me?
Will you love me when I come back?
I could be what you want me to
Can you hold hold out and let me do
What I want
What I want
Tell me how long could you wait
’til you move and tell me that it’s too late
it’s too late
But if I go, would you love me?
Would you love me until I can?
Do you know, will you want me?
Will you want me like that?
And if I leave, will it end?
Will you need me again?
If I go, will you love me?
Will you love me when I come back?

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Popping Pills

Soundcloud: My newest hangout. Where I can float in the clouds and perform office work at the same time (nyaha)

One can never go wrong with a P!nk song. Her songs are relatable, empowering and always with the ooomph attitude.

Just Like a Pill
by: P!nk


JUST LIKE A PILL By: P!nk

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support,
There's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine,
'Cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better,
You keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support,
There's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine,
'Cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better,
You keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better,
You keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support,
There's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine,
'Cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better,
You keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill



And I hope you'll get the LSS (Last Song Syndrome) like I did. ;D